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swmbo ([personal profile] swmbo) wrote2004-05-29 12:17 pm

ChocolateChocolateChocolateGimmeGimmeGimme

Wow. OUCH. Damn it. KillerCrampsFromHell. I just broke into the emergency stash of chocolate. I am THIS close to breaking into the emergency box of thin mints mom brought down when she visited two weeks ago. owowowowowowow. And I swear, SWEAR I bought midol or something last time and yet I can not find it anywhere. Grrrrr. I WILL RIP MY OWN THROAT OUT FOR THAT!

Hee, although, mind you, I'm not at all pissy. Just really, really wanting 1) the pain to go away and 2) to eat chocolate until I'm sick. Which in my head will make the pain go away. And, hee, it might actually work if I eat enough that I'm lying on the couch moaning because of the resulting tummy ache, right? RIGHT!

Man I am SO glad that it's the weekend so that I don't have to try to move and stuff. I can be all curled up and whimpering in my chair and nobody needs to know that ther are red hot irons slicing through my stomach. Except you guys. You get to know. Aren't you LUCKY? (Fod? I am calling for a temporary ceasefire until I am well again. And you WILL take it. Grrr. We can resume hostilities later.)

And ohhh, at the bbq last night? CUTEST DOG EVER! Well, third cutest. Cutest dog ever is my Blitz. Second cutest dog is your dog if you have one, cause I'm not gonna argue with dog lovers (except those who claim that their dog is cuter than my Blitz) and then last night? 3rd cutest. She was running around without a collar and so of course we got her and put her in the backyard - they're going to call shelters today and put up fliers and everything. But she looks like a bird dog, about 7 months old or so. And she's very friendly and hee! She kept picking up beer cans in her mouth and running around in circles in them. Usually empty ones, but she WOULD try to get full ones. There's something completely adorable about a dog running around with the top of a beer can in her mouth - and that's the way she'd carry them, so that it looked like she was taking a big drink.

Ok, back to the grind. I won't be on AIM much until I get this thing knocked out. I have to write the RPS, then I have to work on the Andrew ficathon backup I signed up for, and at some point I'll stop moaning and whimpering. And I am seriously thinking of going tomorrow morning to buy RotK regular edition. But maybe I will be strong and resist. Except I have 25 dollars gift certificates for Best Buy...(and it should be 35, but I can't find one, darn it) soo.....We'll see. It will probably all depend on if the NetFlix movies arrive today (Bear? FINALLY should have Master and Commander, k?)

*hugs you all*

[identity profile] annakovsky.livejournal.com 2004-05-29 02:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Aww, triangle angst is the best!

Also, dude, you keep saying that that is my kink, and okay, so it totally is, but I have no idea where you got that idea from! What fic is it? What did I say? Evidence! HOW DO YOU KNOW THESE THINGS?!?!

I feel so naked. Hee.

:::rubs your back:::

[identity profile] swmbo.livejournal.com 2004-05-29 02:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I just know these things! I don't know how or why I know them, exactly! I just have always known that was a thing of yours. Or at least, for a while now.

And your hannah/elijah/billy triangle and your billy/dom/xander triangle reinforced it, but I knew it before that. I just don't know how/why.

WHy do you question my knowledge!? *pokes*

Mmm...naked. *snuggles against you more*

I found ibuprofen! I took four! I am now only in vague pain rather than crippling pain, wee!

AND? I got rid of the majority of the angst AND the triangle aspect from the fic, SO THERE! Fluffyish porn, here I come!

[identity profile] annakovsky.livejournal.com 2004-05-29 02:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Hmmm. That is vewy, vewy eenteresting. And perturbing. I, like, want to look through my older fic and search for evidence. Because *I* didn't even know it was a thing of mine until recently!

Heh. Actually, I don't think it's so much a kink of mine as just the way my life tends to work.

:::facepalms:::

Yay for only vague pain! But boo for eliminating the triangle. All the best fics have them! C'mon!

But it's okay. If you must, you must.

:::rubs head against your shoulder:::

Also, your icon! BWAH!

[identity profile] swmbo.livejournal.com 2004-05-29 02:51 pm (UTC)(link)
It might not just be stuff you've written, also stuff you've rec'ed and what not. I can't EXPLAIN IT!

No, no no no no triangle. Because then it will be even longer and it's already gonna be at least 2k words and I need to FINISH it. But there is a sort of - potential looming triangle, if I ever decided to do anything else with it. But this story will be COMPLETE in and of itself.

*rubs her chin lovingly against the top of your head*

Bear made it ! It makes me giddy with delight.

[identity profile] annakovsky.livejournal.com 2004-05-29 03:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Huh. It is a mystery. I'm now all soul-searchy and stuff, thinking about triangles and kinks and WHAT THEY MEAN TO ME. Hee!

Well, potential looming triangles are better than nothing at all. I guess. Sigh.

Swmbo feet make ME giddy with delight! Woo!

:::cuddles you:::