10% of Your LJ Experience

Hey those who for some unknown reason find themselves reading my journal on a regular or random basis!

Ok, here's the thing. I love Holtz. I can't help it. Every time I watch Season 3? And obviously I'm now rewatching them on the DVDs - everytime I watch Season 3, I love him more. I can't help it. I'm like Justine. He's addictive.

I hate him, I hate what he did to my Connor, I get so angry at him, for everything he's caused. But I can't help it. He absolutely fascinates me. His complete intensity, his cold implacability. his determination, the pain and suffering he's gone through which burned away almost everything except the need for vengeance, his need to return that pain and suffering threefold...

The way he does not bend and will not break. Refuses to be manipulated by those around him - he has his path, he's firmly set on his path and nothing will deter him. And the way he warps, twists and molds those around him to suit his needs - Justine, Connor...gah. He fascinates me. And his voice! My god, that man has one of the sexiest voices EVER. Low and raspy and dark and seductive and every other synonym I could think of...The way he says words like justice and vengeance, as if they're his lovers, lingering over the word...*shivers*

Ok. I had to take a moment to share that with the world. And now? I shall go back to watching Season 3.

Oh and in unrelated news: It's gloomy outside, very grey and UGLY. And I've been up since a quarter til 7 (the non-joy of dogsitting) and it's almost 60 degrees out but it's just...it doesn't FEEL like it is. The wind is howling outside the door and it looks despairing and scary. Just thought I'd share!